Well today I woke up at about 7am and I took my pill, and then put my cat outside then went back to sleep.
I woke up at around 11am and when I did I felt really good and happy about the day.
The person I don't like even came around today and I didn't mind that much, and every time something back came into my mind, my mind would then thinking about something else, it was crazy.
I even let this person I don't like see my puppies, and I always said I don't want her near them cause she might kill them, ha ha.
When my cousin came around I was so hyper, that was crazy too.
Also today I had to look after my nephew and I loved every moment of it.
The thing is the doctor said that the pills wouldn't kick in for about 1 week to 2 weeks, but at the moment it seems that they are working now.
I hope in a few weeks I get even more happier, I can't go outside still cause I keep thinking everyone is out to get me, but I'm not thinking bad things for too long, so it's most defiantly a step in the right direction.
I can't wait to go see a specialist then let them help me to over come my fear of people.
So far so good, and I'm so glad.
Showing posts with label fear. Show all posts
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Sunday, September 20, 2009
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