What I think right now

I try and be nice but i fuck up ever single time,
why cant i have a life?
why cant i have a job?
why am i so fuckedup in the brain!
I want to be normal, i want to live laugh and love.
I hate who i am and i hate what i do
everytime i try and be good I be bad
everytime i try to be happy im sad
i hate my life i hate my life i hate my life
i want it to end the pain of having nothing
and haveing everyone look down on me for it.
I'm a fucked up peice of shit!!!